Thursday, April 05, 2007

Sometimes my life seems so far out of my control it's not even funny. I'm sure that's how it's supposed to be, what with God being God and all. But still...

Right now I don't really have the words to express all of the reasons why I say that. I just have a heavy heart.

My friends had to close their coffee shop here in town yesterday.
A & J had to move out of their house due to some serious threats on their life.
And in a matter of 3 days my friends' lives have been turned upside down.

Some days the wicked web of sin is so visible in this place, I can hardly stomach it.
And some days it seems as though evil prevails.

But it doesn't.

And I have to fight to convince myself of that.

As I sat with my friends yesterday, offering up chocolate for happiness, I was reminded how little control we have over anything.

Our lives are not our own. The battle is not *ours* to win.

It's HIS.

And in the end...

It all comes back to Him. The One who conquered death to give us life victoriously.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

my heart aches with yours! tears fill my eyes and I wish I could offer YOU cyber chocolate or something like that...all I can do is lift you up to the Victorious ONE!!! luv ya lots!!

Lindsay Blake said...

i know the feeling of "in a matter of a few days my life is turned upside down." i'm in the midst of it without seeing the light at the end of the tunnel... the battle is His and i'm glad he is in charge.

W Family said...

My heart is heavy for you...but I know you know the truth. I will just pray for glimpses of His goodness in the next few days.

Sorry that so many you care so deeply about are struggling.

Love you, friend...
A

The Strawberry Blonde said...

Hey Girls...Thanks so much for your love and support! It is felt thousands of miles away...

Lindsay-I'm sorry to hear of your life being turned upside down. I just read that you left Pland. If you ever need a listening ear, I'm here.

May you be strengthened and encouraged in His presence today, sister.